Where Do I Go From Here?

Most of anyone who will ever read my blog (if anyone)knows that I am a song writer... I also 'claim to be' a singer and hopefully someday a FULL ON "non-PUSS my fingers hurt" guitar player.... (I LOVE the G chord - it is the only one I can ALWAYS get)... Anyway... "Where Do I Go From Here" is the title of a song that I wrote (SOOOOOOOOOOOO many years ago) that Jeremy took home before we were an "item" and wrote the music to. It is a beautiful song - it only became a song because he is freaking kickass awesome at creating actual "music" to my words... (BTW - he has kick ass songs that he has written himself)....

Anyway - I guess I've had a few - BUT - if I wasn't worried about copyright infringements(sp?) and someone stealing my shit I would totally post the lyrics...

DOES ANYONE KNOW A CHEAP PRODUCER???? I NEED ONE!

Ok- for the moment - I'm done - but definitely want to say that my husband is WAY more talented than he thinks he is.


If anyone needs to be reminded of how adorable he is:

and him a-playing


How could anyone NOT think that a man with a guitar in his hands wasn't the SHIZNIT!???

Why so sleepy???

Hola to my other sleep deprived mommies... :o) Last night was the first (maybe second) time we've slept through the night in a month or so. I know - suppose to let him (Holton) cry it out - but since the boys are sharing a room - that doesn't quite work for us... It isn't until the death scream comes out that I actually go scoop him - but still... he knows what he wants!!!

Last night I helped my BFF Bran do her daughter's graduation invites... I CANNOT believe ms. Ryndi is graduating HIGH SCHOOL!!! And Cody - where did the time GO? It seems like yesterday that Ryndi was coming up to Danka and sleeping under Bran's desk... haha!!! I WISH I had pics of that!!! Hopefully Bran doesn't mind - but I wanted to post a pic of the soon-to-be graduate in her prom dress... She looked so pretty!


Well Crap - I tried to upload one of her and Cody and tinypic is giving me a hard time!!

Anyway- that's all for now... Gotta bathe my stinky boys.

A Few of my Favorite things....

SOOO... The mother's ring that I ordered last week came in the mail on Friday and I must say - I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT!!! :o) I tried to take a picture of it - but they kept coming out blurry - so this is the website pic:]



Of course with Hannah Haden and Holton's name inscribed.

I love how the bands shift throughout the day - its a reminder of each of my little munchkins waiting for mommy to get home... (so they can scream and cry... haha)

I hope the pic actually showed up - I'm still new at all the blogging stuff. :)

HAPPY 10th BIRTHDAY MS. HANNAH SUNSHINE!!!

MY beautiful baby girl Hannah Sunshine turned 10 today. :)

I cannot believe she's been mine for 10 years or that I've been a mommy for so long!

Somehow Jer and I survived the sleep over. 8 *not so little* girls, 1 'boy' and my 2 sons! :)

ANYWAY - HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAH! MOMMY LOVES YOU!!! :)

Happy Birthday Jeremy!!! :)

Finally caught up with me again - you old fart... :) Actually 32 looks nice on you. haha... Regardless of how much crap we all give you at home - we love you very much and are greatful to have such a wonderful partner, father and friend in our lives!

We love you babe - Happy Birthday!

Heather, Hannah, Haden and Holton

Bathroom Shmathroom....

So - over $1000 later - this is what we've got....








Neither of us are so sure about the 'faux' color that the cabinets have turned out to be - BUT with faux - we can change it and it is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much better than it was. We love the tile - love the new paint (thank ME for no more freaking green) - but still have finishing touches as far as the baseboards - yadda yadda....

ANYWAY - getting ready for Han's party is kicking our B-U-T-T-S.... WHY? Only because the house has to be perfect!

ANYWHO... That's all I've got for the moment... Ready for night night!!! I'm glad tomorrow is FRIDAY!!!

Well crap - not as hard as I thought...

Thanks to Meg and Jessica - I found thatI had actually started a blog on this site - but hated the layout - so never went back to it... :) Either changes were made or I was having a brainfart day when I was messing with this thing! I guess this will be my new way to waste time... :) And inform the few that may possibly read this... haha... How about a few family updates?

Let's see... I guess I'll start with Jer and I.... I absolutely CANNOT believe that we are about to celebrate our 4 year wedding anniversary... Whew! Time flies when you are not getting any sleep from screaming children... hahaha... :) We're doing good as a whole - myself - graduated in February -finally!!!! YAY me!!! As for Jer - Citi is laying of several hundred people in the mortgage side of the business... He pushed for a severance package - and won. So - many people are thankful that they will atleast have something to live on until something else comes along. He's still wanting to get back into the aircraft industry on the purchasing side of things... We'll see! He had an interview last week - but getting anyone to hold out until the end of June may not work out!!

Hannah-Banana - a.k.a. "The Divine Ms. Sunshine" will be 10 next week... I wish someone could tell me where the last 10 years have gone and where this soon-to-be teenager came from. I am so very very proud of the beautiful, caring, smart and talented young lady she has become... I must say - I've done a damn good job! haha... All kidding aside - if it weren't for Jeremy and Tracey (and her dad) helping me - Han might have turned out to be a crazy nut like me. :) (hardy har har)



As for Haden - my screamer... He's doing good... He talks SO well - you'd think he was Hannah's age. He is still a chow hound - and only wants bean burritos and freaking Apple Jacks... Last night he did have baked chicken/squash and zuchinni - but basically only because he knew he wouldn't get anything else - and we told him no TV if he didn't eat his dinner... He took like 10 bites and said "I'm done - I can watch TV now!" too freaking cute... :)


Little Man Holton is wearing his momma and daddy out. Changing his diaper is like wrestling a 400 lb sumo wrestler. I have to pin down both arms with my legs and even then I can't keep his rear on the ground. He's already trying to walk and he is saying 'Bye' and waving, ma ma, GO!~ and 'uh oh' - when it strikes his fancy... (Never when we are trying to show him off - of course!!!)


Check out these You Tube links that I posted yesterday... He's such a ham!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S5G92tlCDcI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sxodbeTJ_V8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fDdHAFMZVLQ

K - not sure if all the links/pics will work... haha... We shall see how my second official blog turns out... :)