Wednesday, February 4, 2009

WOW! What a week ALREADY!!!!

So... it is only Wednesday Morning and it has already been one of the best weeks of my life. :) I've had an awakening of sorts - and found support in places I'd never looked before... Actually - had never reached out for it... I found my brother - that has been in my heart and head for the past 16 years (that I hadn't seen him)... I found a little bit of 'peace' within myself - and have finally gotten my head around where my issues stem from and have taken the first (and second) steps in order to 'be CONTENT' - just as God wants me to be. I'm really opening up in my bible study class... I'm not usually forthcoming with my personal demons - but have felt completely and totally welcome, accepted, understood and NOT JUDGED... WOW.... It's really possible! haha...

Anyway - this goes along with my perception of what I'm learning in bible study and from another really cool group of people that I'm working with... "I'm Safe - Up High = Your like Perfection" - Um... God!!! Yes, I'm safe - Up High - He is perfection... :) And man - I feel really good today. See lyrics for PINK's song "SOBER" below. How perfect is this?????????????????

Sober Lyrics – by PINK


I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest
Or the girl who never wants to be alone
I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the morning
'Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home

Aahh, the sun is blinding - I stayed up again
Oohh, I am finding - That's not the way I want my story to end

I'm safe - Up high - Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain – Inside - You're my protection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence...
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
When I won't remember, save your breath, 'cause what's the use?

Aahh, the night is calling - And it whispers to me softly, "come and play"
Aahh, I am falling - And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame

I'm safe - Up high - Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain – Inside - You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I'm comin' down
Comin' down
Comin' down
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Looking for myself.. Sober

When it's good, then it's good, it's so good, 'till it goes bad
Till you're trying to find the you that you once had
I have heard myself cry - Never again
Broken down in agony
And just trying to find a friend

I'm safe - Up high - Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain – Inside - You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?
You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?



How do I feel this good sober?


ANYWAY - have a wonderful and blessed week!!! ;) I'm certainly feeling blessed.

Much Love - H

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